Life !! What does it mean.

So since having my babies Florence what
Who is 2 and Olivia  who is 3 months o have been thinking a grate deal of the importance and meaning of being.  . .  I know deep right. But to be honest I have always thought in this way, having children has trigger this desire to truly understand what it all means to me.  Why do we dance with life's conflicts continuesly both consciously and subconsciously, what pushes what pulls, our darkneses our light. what is the gift of life what is it for, the importance of it and why; and are we really living consciously with true meaning? 

I have learnt that life truly is a gift and for meny of us we go each day living like it's not like it's nothing.

Maybe for a long time I have been living life as if I had no clue to what it's all about or more importantly chose in to never kenolge the importance of life. Or why we are hear.

Having my beautiful girls for me has forced me to really think and investigate the qestions I have always asked but never really did.  I think it comes from the purity in how they see the world. I am blessed to be able to see them see the world with fresh eyes for the first time. It is beautiful and magnificent it's Life it's actual magic but also it comes with this overwelming responsibility to be a honest, true, voice for them. As they see I see. The qestions they ask I ask. While love seems to be the beating drum from my heart that fules this qestioning. A love I feel I have never felt before. . .This in itself is the qestion. . . . .